October 31, 2019

State of the Enterprise 2018-2019 / On Tech and Creation Blocks

This was originally the posting of a personal account on audio production many months ago. This felt like the best candidate for merging with a new status update on Harney-Barrow. But this is not a clean cut post like the previous ones.

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An old wash of paints. Suspect it's from 2018.
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Ancient doodle.
During the last financial quarter of 2018, I had purchased a sizable swath of new equipment. Among the pieces bought included a brand new 4-in/4-out audio interface, a multi-effects stompbox, a thrift store bass amp. Even a 'new' (pre-owned) acoustic guitar. Purchased a pre-owned office computer to set a new general-purpose workstation.

I have made less than 10 minutes of professionally recorded audio ever since that point in time has passed. This is not good. Before buying this new interface and effects pedal, I was able to generate new audio files every week, whether it be an impromptu acoustic jamming or an old Yamaha "practice piano". I made a compilation album that was over two hours long.
What happened?
Really, probably Linux killed it.
The Harney-Barrow music project that began in 2014 had always been intertwined with the GNU/Linux operating system from the start. But I had always stuck with using Audacity, even to this very day.

In a way, one can see this formation of creative block I haven't encountered. Or is this a case of burnout? After all, my attitude on the case of 'power user' usage and subjects such as the command line ecosystem has been demonstrably soured after years of everyday use. My enjoyment of computer technology has long since dried up several years ago. Didn't need to get a job in it to smother my few remaining hobbies.
Quick and dirty play with printer ink.

H-B website must transfer the old site onto something more stable, now that hosting has priced up again. The exercises have returned but the mental blocks are strong. This year of absence has left further regression to come back. The Harney-Barrow brand will not die like this. Not in continuous effort deficiencies.



Another scribble of older quality.


Thank you for reading.

October 30, 2019

Memorializer and Five Notes For The Eastern

PREAMBLE

More notes were taken. Due to the shorter periods these were in the long-term, do not expect much in the terms of in-depth notes or reflection. I am not a professional theorist or even a known 'opinion haver' or 'funnyman', but some random person online only mere kilobytes of data can recall pieces of my handles online. Not to take down my real world handlers, but these typings feel more of a mental-emotional need than anything else. Now then.


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On the third Friday on the month of April, comes the remembrance on the death of Jesus Christ. This year's was on the 19th. Nisan 14 more like Nissan Silvia S14 haha owned by pontiac pilate

As with every year I am invited with the rest of my nuclear family to observe Christ's death. But it must be kept in the mind that my closest family members are all Jehovah's Witnesses. To say that I "have some reservations" about it after being raised to be one would be quite an understatement.

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Back in the hall. But not just the hall but the convention room from just on the fringes of the region. I just need money, man. They may have Jesus stickers but lose their voice yelling at other cars. The space that the organization has rented out. (The general space where hundreds of elderly brothers and sisters sit together on folded chairs for eight hours.)
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Thank you, I now understand not trust The heart. The heart jumping at the husband beating their wife, servile hours will surely solve the entirety. wtf is love k idk l o ove is a thing "we are all chipped"
AKA U dont appreciate the lvl of

Who that Has no not Seen Who Has Not Scene

1: Selll Settle Differences. Quickly (SDQ 2019)
2: Love What We See (about peo people).
3: Provide Practical experience To Brothers& sisters. Motivators Influencers
Look @ ur brothers creativity is the love of god and each fill things therefore therefore are gay ghey. "What kinda food u want?"

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uhhIll have a chicken wrap have u guys got some ranch?

Semantics discussion on how the word 'cherish'
How 2 deal w/ older ppl: sister in Sri Lanka
"How can yo I will not let a child teach me my beliefs"
"i didn't come to teach but to share'
The interviews are back from 2 hours to noon. Reel Life put a wet damper on the aspect of patience. ' 'u will nevr 4give him 4 offending' no'
My mind is flying past whatever the german/swedish/some king of European accent.
(Colossians 3:13; Romans 14:10) Ex-cuses buses. cluses nuses. muses. puses.

Love 2 and 345 love 6, okay
avoiding resentment I condemning wrongdoing though? Accountability is a personall necessity for the human experience.
F This is less of the judicial states but on (Hebrews 10:39) the internal and social self. Otherwise all are merely
Yeah I was taught JW words but they were before the "New Light". Okay.

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"please shut the f**k up; it means nothing to me"
- asia hapa mam incel man

The Jews of histories past pressured early Christians that was bad. Our brotherly organization will never mount to that. Not at all.

'its okay to hit a road bump' but the road bump is shaped like wide triangular prisms sharpened by hours fo of fred & file work.  6200+4000-3000 281.56 yeah
>brother Maddox
LOL
     (PSs. 148:13)

This is a group that believes in theirir oppression.
If this were in Rwanda or Russia or South Korea, I would agree. But this is the US of A. Internal U.S. actions are at most only on the level of 'fursecution'.
Today's education systems have sanitized the individual religious beliefs. Small clusters of kids can pray in a group without trouble.
No Zero theology is taught at all.
Here are the calls for 'donations':

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Questions asked to a child and then responded with strong sibilance and muddied bass frequencies. There is an ever present level or quantity of fred feedbacking.
Music piped through the PA st system has an undeniable quality of a boomin boombox.
There is no sound isolation in this giant room.
Only the steel beams and general supports that grab the sound, continuously bounce through aron and around. The echoes march on until they dissipate. (Rom. 12:11) 3:12

>"if they were good people they would serve Jehovah" every single time. I didn't even make that quote up. Aa And this was just an off-hand comment, that it's merely a matter of fact. To not be contended with?
OH BOY it's more 'happy poor man' pep talk
Fir Hm I wonder why disfellowshipping works and functions.
This is likely a near identical practice of other churches. Are Jehovah's Witnesses truly "not like other evangelicals"? are the base, foundational doctrine and beliefs so far detached from every thing else? Well, I don't think so for now.

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V (the same words & video files again on repeat.)


690 attendees

   This time yet again. The time of the season of the yearly quarters. What 'spiritual nutrition' was achieved? Again, it is the same words again. May be a brother made an req somewhat original observation on (teh) the stage & podium. Now everyone is impressed & blown away that their Sunday-Thursday talks will now in clud ([hazard]) include this same observation & metaphor against the US.
It never stops.
      The father was chatting with a lady out on the highway. Isolate temperatures & small stations. The temperature was approximately in the high 20s to low 30s of Farenheit. Don't know Metric conversions. Now, while father was chatting withe her on flagging for asphalt, withe repairs likely for cheap sealing. I was busy reading during this time. I don't tend to read  carelessness in this perspective, but the vehicle was still for this short period in time. On my phone was a blog post cached offline. It is (or was) run by a man in the Appalachias on political theory. It was a poet from 2016, likely resulted in the election form from this same year. He recounted from where (he ban to nick land sino recorder. He recounds the recommended Electron with DEAD,DEAD, DEAA,DEA BOLKA)  he began to the then-present. END END END END END END END END END END END END END END END END

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